what if..!

What if..Is such a commonly asked question in everybody's life,what if i say her a hi,what if she says a no,what if i fail..so many what if's but the answer ahh i doubt any of us know,Even i am accustomed to a number of what if's in my life,searching  answer's for the question marks in my life sometimes clueless sometimes helpless ,As i pass by the inviting books displayed on the library shelf my eyes wonder around just to find a book that would have the solutions to all the problems in our life's...But Guess what whatever it is is inside us,nobody on this planet can understand you more than yourself not even your better have or girlfriend or your best friend,the answer's are inside you, you just have to pick up the right book from the right shelf of the heart...


Just as sharukh khan says in one oh his movies :"agar tumhein koi kitab achi lagti hain aur tumhara dil use padhne ka kare tho usse padho,Usi tarah agar tumhara dil kahein ki ek ladki hai jo tumhare liye bani hain tho jao aur jaake use keh do"...This may sound absolutely filmy but guys it works,at the end of the day atleast you will not be in the guilt that you had an opportunity and you did not make use of it


This life is to short to sit back and think about what,if and how ...so all you guys out there grab this opportunity to unclutter your mind,and create a life for yourself which is obove all this,where you know exactly what you want to do,and when confused you know where to call yes its none other than your own heart




good bye folks
 till we meet next time
:)

One wish..

In the darkness of the midnight,A big yell in the house the women is rushed to the hospital two hours later the nurse walks out saying congratulations "Its a baby girl"The father is elated and the first touch of his daughter brings tears in his eyes..as the little baby holds the hands of her dad tight while she is asleep her dad is up thinking,I will never leave her alone ill always be by her side come what may i will protect her from all the evil eyes ill never let her innocense fade,Both mum and dad look at the baby and then look at each other and their unspoken expressions say it all we will find her the best husband in this world.Just the thought of the daughter leaving their home brings tears to their eyes but mom says this is life she will have to go one day ....


The girl grows with every passing day shes discovering a new life,shes becoming more aware of herself,shes living dreams and seeing dreams.by the time shes a teenager shes already imagined what her future partner is going to be like and finally shes living that very moment that she had desired and wished all her life her Mr perfect is standing right in front of her eyes,her eyes her filled with tears of happiness when she sees her man standing at the aisle waiting for her life wouldn't have been better for her ..The holy verses start and shes tied in an unbreakable bond ..


Days and years pass shes still the same but something in her life changed,it was not money,fame,values but the  love and affection that she expected from her near and dear ones,she made cakes on her sons birthday,made sure that the food was cooked well in time before her husband came home, took care of everybody in the family without the slightest grin on her face and all this just because she loved her family, but somewhere her life took a backseat


The girl who was the apple of her fathers eyes,whose smiling face bought smile on everybodys face,whose wish was their command ..she left all that she left her family,her room,her friends,the pillow,the walls where she grew up,the garden that she spent her time drawing and all this just for You.


Every girl is special not because the leave their family and come to stay with you,but because they come on with a believe that there is just one man who will be by her side when she needs it the most ..Someone who will be her support system when she has failed someone who will take care of her when she is ill,someone who will feed her when she doesn't feel like,someone who shall hold her when her feet tremble..


If everybody realize this then no father would ever have numb eyes while departing his daughter






good byee..!

What we miss..!

Just as I was rushing down the staircase after my evening MBA class,feeling all tired and absolutely no stamina to go back home and do  anything My brain just kicked in to tell me dear you have a long night ahead leaving me all frustrated as I was sleepless for more than 2 nights and needed some much waited sleep.. Walking down the building and feeling so restless I got in the car and left..Somehow I really njoyed the journey back home as it was the time I got for myself and I could do some serious  analysis and all that thinking.about myself.!


This blog is a compilation of all the thoughts that ran through my mind that day,Just as I sat in the car and the wheel started turning I relaxed my back against the comforting leather seat ,put on the FM ( ohh I love to hear bollywood songs)..and the thoughts started flowing through my grey cells within a fraction of a second,I was angry,nervous,irritated and just did not know the reason why I was ,I probably thought I had a hectic day and this is just an outcome of that but guess I was wrong the more I tried to pacify myself the more I realised the reason for the discontent I reached home and in the middle of all the hectic schedule I just lied on my bed thinking why I was not at ease,what was the reason for all the irritation I started analyzing my life more deeply just to realize that Amids all the work,erratic working hours I somewhere neglected my family,myself and most importantly things I loved doing ..And when I realised that I needed to figure out how in a 12 hour work schedule will i be doing everything and still be contented...umm that was tough


I started my day at around 8 a.m i decided to change that just so that i can spend some quality time with my father,I woke up early just to spend  time with Baba,Me and mom have always cherished the times that we cook together,i tried making time to help her in cooking even if i was tired after coming back home..it had 2 advantages the cooking and the gossip sessions hahaha so much fun,,! Nani came to mumbai almost after ages and i had absolutely no time with her ,so i decided to spend my dinner time in her view where we would talk about everything under the sun from her college days to my best friends oohh i feel like a teenager with her :)..My day is not complete if i dondt have a little fight or taunt with my sissy haha I so love it but at the end of the day we exchange hugs and wish each other good night,I made sure made some time for myself and did just what i want to read,write,just sit back and munch marie biscuits..o simply just doing nothing....!


I realized i was feeling a lot more fresh,happy and energized and i was ready to even do double the work with more efficiency and energy.The only thing i want to convey from this blog is that there is no end to the amount of work we do each day,The innumerable people we meet,the laughs,the cries but all this is incomplete without the reason for our existence our family..So guys take sometime out tell your mom how much you lover her,talk to your dad about how you have been doing in life these little things dondt take much time but they make a huge impact on our lives 


Take good care of yourself Folks..
Till we meet next time
Bubyee..! :)

Taste of freedom

Just as I  started thinking about what this blog is going to be I had my entire life in front of my eyes within a fraction of a second,I am 22 years of age and pursuing my masters, my life ideally should be a mix of hanging out with friends, a little bit of partying with my girl gang,going on a bagpacking trip,night out (can just imagine what fun they are),late night studies with friends but my life has been anything but this.I am very lucky to belong to a family that has imbibed very strong value system in me and it helps me restrain from all thats bad.But i always felt life would be so much fun if i could just hangout with my friends a little exploring my own city,going shopping..!.My dad whose center of life is me and my darling sister has always guarded us and been extremely protective about us.I remember my friends laughing at me everytime they saw my car coming to pick me up but i was really ok with it. I knew what was the reason and i had no issues with it.Its like you dondt know how amazing an ice-creame flavour tastes unless you try it.Something very similar was happening with me..!


I just completed my graduation and was waiting for my masters to begun at that time i had absolutely no clue of what my life few months down the line is going to be like..!


I remember my dad was so tensed thinking how his little princess( lol) was going to travel and take care of herself,He came on the first day of college in my room after his fajr prayers with mom and, my dad said to my mom"How will she manage" and my mom said she will never learn how to swim unless she gets in the water.They had no idea that i was already up but lying in my bed howwever Those words by my mom were enough to build the confidence in me to face the world of which i was going to be a part of ..


 .Its not that its changed in a big way or something but the little things that i have experienced so far i probably wouldnt have got a chance otherwise,I never travelled in a Bus localstrain was out of question, so when i got a chance it was the Most amaizng experience,I remember running behind one with a friend i felt like a heroine just out from a film lol,but it was so much fun the best part of the bus journey was the comfortable seat(I meant AC buses) and the music that plays on the FM and catching the hustle and bustle of this city ahh amazingg  ,Because of the schedules of the college i get sometime of and this is the tiime me and my girls got an opportunity to explore this side of the city and it was really an experience.The chance to meet people,learn so much and more is amazing.
My first  trip happened after I took up my masters and thats one trip i will cherish forever .That was the time when i felt that my dad things i can fly on my own ,I am enjoying every minute of this precious gift that is entrusted by my mom and dad in my hands with so much trust .I just hope i never let them down ever..!

The little pleasures in life..!

If someone told me write Things that made me happy...i would probably end up wid pages and still have more coming but the fact that I have realised over a period of time is that materialistic things give you happiness but will never touch your soul.You would never remember the date on which you got your shoes but you would definately remember the unexpected compliment u got when you wore it,,i know w e have heard it a million times and m not here to repeat it but i would like to share with you guys incidences that make my day,Make me happy

It was just today i had a 8 am lecture i was running late for collge, and as usual mom shoes nai milraha hain ,mom earrings nai mil rahein hain..:p,finally i manage get out nd catch hold of an auto that drives me to college,I was really irriitated coz,i hate being late,but the moment i got into the auto my headphones in my ears i was in a trans the morning breeze,the romanttic songs,the the bandra worli sea link view,huh made my day nd i was calm nd ready for the day,
I love the moments wen u least expect a compliment from sme1 and u get it,its such a feel good factor good enuf to keep me going thru the day,,
My blog would be incomplete w/o mentioning my niece and nephew who form an integral part of my life,they are the people wid whom i can jus 4get my sorrows,stress.the smile on their face,their innocent eyes just makes my life so much beautiful being a girl I agree i have a bit of the motherly instinct,I love it wen they sleep on my hand wen m telling them stories or playing with them.Trust me folks its the best feeling in the world
Mom and Dad are probably the reason of wat i am today just the mere scene of seeing them happy or having agood laugh makes me realise how much they mean to me and wat happiness they bring wid it ..! life would be incomplete without friends nd am blessed to have ppl who without saying nethng in words make me realise they are there 4 mee

I can go on and on But i just want each of u reading this articles to thnk for 2 mins about the lil thngs that make u happy , People that complete your life,Make u happy ..:) And u willl realise life is a much better place to live

On being a Newbie..!

Ahh..! now that I am trying to put down my thoughts in words I realise how difficult it can get..!As i have just  stepped into a very exciting  phase in life i would love to share with you guys wat my journey so far has been like..!!

  First Day at college..! I remember I woke up 2 hours early just so that I could finalise on what I should be wearing on the first day of college(i know typical girl that i am)..I was totally unaware of how i would be spending 2 years in this college(I probably thought it would just be studying and assignments)..But my perception changed when i actually started knowing about the Rizvian culture.!!

 Every Rizvite walking in and out of the college has a kind of affection they share with the institute,teachers and with each other.Its just been 2 weeks in college and I feel at home.All the awkwardness just disappeared...The college is always buzzing with activitiess.I look forward to everyday..New friends are now more like a family to mee.,its a gr8 feeling but i am sure i will be having many more fun moments in future inshallah

The happiest moments in life come in the most unexpected ways..Thank You AllahTala for giving me an oppurtunity to experience some of the best things in life..

Byee

Till we meet next time..:)